It’s so beautiful, the night is. I found myself standing out there and hearing the wind go racing by and the chimes playing music to it. Then I remembered the last time I was truly happy before it all went away. I remembered that night walking with the cool wind passing by and the sound of night. And then I was laughing and smiling at the memory and how much tonight reminded me of it, the last time I was truly happy. I start to feel a little of that happiness every once in a while. I hope one day I can find it and hold on to it for the rest of forever.